Saving Mary

Where Was God During The Murderous Rampage?

Posted on by Deidre Havrelock

I have to admit, I haven’t felt like blogging since the school shooting in Connecticut. In fact, I’ve been glued to the TV, half interested in what new gun laws might come into play, but mostly interested in the news channels simply because I am so damn sad. You’d think my sadness would keep me from watching the news, but as I watch I feel like I’m mourning. I have the need to mourn for all those children who were first terrified and then murdered. I guess I’m just letting the mourning take place.

Watching TV isn’t always great though. Sometimes the interviews infuriate me. Like Bryan Fischer from the American Family Association  who argued that God refused to prevent the shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary because he is a “gentleman” who doesn’t go where he is not wanted. As a Christian, this poorly thought out position (bad theology, really) drives me nuts. After all, if you want to know where God was during the shooting just take a look at the people involved–God is in the people.

So where was God during the shooting? He/She was with Victoria Soto as she wisely hid the children under her care. God was with Ann Marie Murphy who with great compassion held Dylan Hockley, age six, in her arms while they died. God was with Principal Dawn Lafferty Hochsprung who boldly attempted to take the gunman down and was shot in the attempt. God was with kindergarten teacher, Janet Vollmer, who so gently gathered her children together and read to them in order to keep them calm (and safe).

“If they started crying, I would take their face and tell them, ‘It’s going to be OK.’ I wanted that to be the last thing they heard,” she said, “not the gunfire in the hall.”

And, dare I say it, God was even with Adam Lanza. I have no doubt in my mind that the Holy Spirit convicted Adam, warned Adam, pleaded with Adam not to carry out this plan–but Adam chose not to listen.

This is the face of God: repentance, compassion, wisdom, boldness and gentleness. Where was God? God was there…God is everywhere. We do not control where God goes. Please, don’t fall into the trap of thinking that God only shows up if you “do the proper Christian-culture thing.” (Such as implement a certain prayer every morning in a public school). We have all been created to do good works. We all represent God. Some people, we call them heroes and saints, do it better than others.

It may be surprising to hear that God is not removed from a school just because a Christian Prayer is not allowed every morning.

I have three children. Two attend public school and one is in a Christian school. All three of my children are Christian, all three are made in the image and likeness of God, all carry the love of Christ with them where ever they go. All of them pray. So therefore, as shocking as it may be to “religious” folk–God is still in the public school system!  In fact, I would go as far to say that God cannot be removed from the public system for the simple reason that all people are created in the image of God. Anyone can pray for the public school system. You do not have to be a Christian in order for God to hear your prayer; you do not have to be a Christian in order to choose kindness and do good works, and we are not required to organize a “proper prayer system” within the school in order to please God. We choose to honor God through our individual deeds and words. What we cannot do is force people to believe in  Jesus and recite a specifically Christian prayer in school.

-deidre

 


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